In high school, one of my part time jobs was to sit with hospice patients who had no family visiting in their finals days — connecting with them as they transitioned. Most nurses have too heavy of a patient load to spend meaningful time with patients — which is why this job exists. Clients most often had end-stage Dementia, and my job was to witness them and do calming activities that brought them nostalgia and joy during what is usually a time of overwhelming anxiety and fear. Intense right? — This felt like a completely normal thing for me to do at 16 years old 😆

For 4 years I worked with kids and adults with severe non-verbal cases of Autism Spectrum Disorder as a 1:1 support worker and group home worker.

I supported their daily routines with skills training that brought them greater autonomy. I learned a lot about the energetic sensitivity in neurodivergent individuals and the extra-sensory interactions capable between humans beings.

This is what I studied in my undergrad.

An existentially confusing time in my life — feeling quite out of place in the medical system.

Interfacing with what the western systems fail to acknowledge and do for trauma (psychiatry) and for people in the most sacred transition of their life (death).

I felt part of an unsupportive institution devoid of meaning and beauty, that also runs their caregivers ragged and overworked — allowing great compassion turn to bitterness.

Those 5 years of my life were a peripheral walk toward my later work around metaphysical death & rebirth processes, and alternative healing modalities.

These experiences prepared me with:

✴︎ ethical caregiver responsibility and conduct

✴︎ how to connect and ground clients during psychologically intense and overwhelming events (such as surgeries, acute psychosis, mania, depression, suicide ideation)

✴︎ creating safety and trust between guide and client

✴︎ how to honour the human having an non-ordinary experience

Film is a creative outlet for me to share the truths that come through strong. It’s something I jump in and out of when a piece needs to emerge.

I worked like a dog in this industry for 6 years in approximately 7 different departments.

In the best times, I directed or produced experimental and spiritual films with my community that landed international premieres in the US and Canada.

Everything outside of that was essentially working gigs in a overtly toxic and artificial industry. I allowed my astrology and plant medicine work to organically push me out of this type of work — & I produce projects with friends when there is space and inspiration ✴︎

I grew up in an orthodox religion with a very intense and challenging relationship to God.

The catholic contortions of Christ’s teachings imprinted deep and harmful programs of shame and self-hatred that ran so insidiously deep that they didn’t consciously appear to be a problem for most of my life.

Though the inevitable awakening and Anti-Christ pendulum swing took place, my religious upbringing kept me deeply connected to the feeling of divinity and spirit throughout that shift in consciousness.

At 22, I was invited to join a 12-month medicine wheel initiation by a local First Nations medicine woman in the Rocky Mountains in Canada. It was this woman who recognized my gifts, told me I was an astrologer before I knew I was one, and started sending her students and clients to me.

At this point, I had been doing charts without pay for 4 years. I started following the cycles of the moon, and learning rituals and practices around the zodiacal path. This was an intuitive amalgamation of the medicine wheel work and the hermetic mystery school teachings of Tarot, Kabbalah, and Astrology taught by my mentor.

This is when I started attending Sweat Lodges, and learning about the purification of spirit through the Northern tradition of sweats, extended water fasting, drumming, singing and prayer.

By 26 I was attending my first Ayahuasca ceremonies, and going through some of the most difficult transformations of my life. I sat with some irresponsible shamans and learned some important lessons around energetic safety, false light work, and space holding.

Along with starting my lifelong journey of routinely clearing harmful inherited programs , Ayahuasca allowed me to tap more fully into my existing clairvoyance and clair-cognizance.

The lessons emerging in ceremonies allowed me to see the significance of astrology as a tool to integrate these transformative experiences and support people on their journey into their healing and awakening.

Since 28, I have been a student of Athena Naia, a Shipibo Maestra with incredible gifts who also supported me out of a harmful shamanic situation and into one I am lucky to be a part of now.

I frequently sit with Ayahuasca and other plant medicines — and routinely participate in Master Plant Dietas with my community to further develop the expansion of consciousness through the plant and cosmic spirits.

Much of the wisdom channelled in my offerings come from all the initiatory experiences — both hellish and transcendental — acquired through all of the above experiences, and the continuation of my remembering ✴︎

This is an area I intentionally choose to hold as more private and sacred for the time being. For now, the full story of how this came to be is something that I am open to sharing with select people who are curious with intentions that align with mine.

What I will share is that a violet being from another star system arrived through my crown charka after many years of torment and healing in that part of my body. My physical body had to adjust quite a bit to house this being. And since then, there has been a channelled dialect that comes through organically and at times uncontrollably. It comes when it’s needed and that’s about all I understand.

The dialect is a form of sound healing and universal communication that is beyond our comprehension in this dimension and current level of consciousness. It is many things, but at it’s core, it is a message of love that comes from an ancient past we all share, and a future we are all aiming to create and harmonize with. It helps alchemize the present to help us remember ourselves in a way that supports our becoming.